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i just read something that really made me hurt.made me wonder if this person, whom i never doubted as a friend, is really, truely a friend..
i feel like she's just using me. it's like.. when she needs help, she asks. when i have something she may need, i offer. but when she has something she knows i could benefit from, she never offers it. but i would, she's my friend, no? i'd be there, sincerely, not just for the sake of being there.
so disappointed.
all so effing disappointing.
it's been so long. i thought i would matter more than THAT. *shrugs*
i think i'd like to just shrink into my world and forget about her.
sometimes i wonder if she's jealous? i can't think of many reasons why she'd be, but it's just the subtle hints and words.. little clues. maybe i read them wrong.. but somehow i think that's part of the reason.
anyhow, my mom was,is, and will be right (again).
i am my mother's offspring..
posted by hazie @ 8:47:00 pm
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