card tricks
i should be happy. for myself and for everyone else. but i can't help wondering where i'd be had i not made it into national starch via the interview.perhaps i'd be in a flavourhouse, doing something i really want to do.
why does everybody think national starch is good? js because a company chooses for itself what student it wants instead of the usual school-assigns-people-routine, it is considered better?
albert ting really shocked me. i've never heard a positive word come out his mouth till yesterday - he told me it's good and i should use this opportunity. i should be happy. why am i dreading it? mrs lim said they have high expectations.. i know myself, i suck at half the things they want me to do. there is so much i dunno. i'll js look like some twit on the first day.
and i can't help but feel envious when i know my working hours are longer, travelling is longer and more ex, and pay is lesser than some others. imagine - going to givaudan at woodlands (they've shuttle from tampines!) and working lesser and getting paid $50 more. sigh.. it's funny how lilin's nick comes to my mind as i type this. my head is battling with my heart, my logic has been torn apart.
fyi i'm gg to national starch & chemicals (sg) pte ltd, i'm doing analysis and making prototypes, it's in science park ii at pasir pajang, i work from 8am - 5.30pm, i get paid $450/month, i don't have a free shuttle.. but there are shuttles from harbourfront and clementi (which costs $$$). fuck.
and today is the first time in ages i've woken up this late. probably the 2nd last time i get to wake up this late on a weekday for the next 3 months. the last time would be 12 may - vesak day. it's the ONLY public holiday i get to enjoy during my attachment. wonderful.
posted by hazie @ 9:47:00 am
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